Letting go of something treasured sometimes leaves us at a
difficult cross-road. Looking left, right, left again, right again and
weighing all the options, possibilities and outcomes. Scared of what one may bring
and what the other may not. It’s over-whelming and though we know we have to do
it, it seems all to much.
Over the weekend I knew choices had to be made. Closure choices. Ones which would hurt but were necessary. And then it came. The moment that assured me that it’s alright to close a chapter, a dear one. As I sat with my earphones on and my bright laptop screen starting back at me; a rush of calm settled my soul and I knew that it was time. A time to wrap memories tight, of not only love but another life, and open up the road to new ones.
I think we subconsciously fear that if we close a chapter, we forget or erase the times. That there’s no hope that it’ll be a reality again. But it will. As life goes on a moves forward, new memories are waiting with their own times for closure.
It’s just reaching that moment when you know it’s alright and that it’ll all be ok.
Over the weekend I knew choices had to be made. Closure choices. Ones which would hurt but were necessary. And then it came. The moment that assured me that it’s alright to close a chapter, a dear one. As I sat with my earphones on and my bright laptop screen starting back at me; a rush of calm settled my soul and I knew that it was time. A time to wrap memories tight, of not only love but another life, and open up the road to new ones.
I think we subconsciously fear that if we close a chapter, we forget or erase the times. That there’s no hope that it’ll be a reality again. But it will. As life goes on a moves forward, new memories are waiting with their own times for closure.
It’s just reaching that moment when you know it’s alright and that it’ll all be ok.
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